|Hey there y'all! The name's Ali! Please feel free to browse my gallery, shoot me a message, or such|
So today at work, while I was busy merchandising random video games back into the lines of the floor of the store , my boss Holly approached me and asked me to join her upstairs, I kinda told her I was nervous and right off the bat asked if I was in trouble (I wasn't thank god, but she knew I needed someone to talk to, and she had time today to do so) So I vented to her about all that's been going on with my crazy family the last two months and all that, and went on about how difficult things are and how I feel like I don't have a grasp of much anymore in my life. I feel I have no passion for anything..
She then told me that someone we work with, approached her anonymously and asked her to give something to me, but told her they didn't want me to know who it was. I still have no idea, and I've been trying to think of who it possibly could be. So she pointed to a red bag near the filing cabinet in the manager's office and it was full of food. Which, I have none of in my home currently due to money being tight after rent and such... Even my phone bill is late... But I've been really hungry lately. There was even a whole month back in October, where I lived off nothing but rice and tea. I don't even have rice anymore, as we used it all (Well, actually, my boyfriend would cook a ton and not eat all of it, and let it sit to harden.) So of course, seeing the bag, I couldn't help but cry. To think that some co-worker of mine, cares more than most of my and my Boyfriend's family. (Who btw, only helps out with milk bread, and other food items for HIM now that he's working) What about the months I was the only one working and we had no food? I went to work hungry.... Never got any help from them. Sure, I'm not their kid. But I was working to support myself and THEIR son.
So even though the food that was given, I'm not much of a fan of, I'm very grateful, and I'm probably goint to devour it all. I can't tell you all how hard life has been for me lately...